blehhh, feeling super lost and sad today. it really gets to me when I feel this way, because it’s just this feeling of a huge void inside of me. I can’t even explain it…which makes it total hell. and then you mix that with just being endlessly lonely, heh. :( I’m just having really bad thoughts today, that none of this is even worth it.
on a slightly different note, I’ve been thinking for a while now, about how I could share my story about my battle with depression and how I am dealing with the loss of my boyfriend and everything. but I dunno how to go about it. >.< I want to be an open book because I know so many people suffer, just like me. and if I can help them…that would be amazing.
really wish I didn’t like my friend. there’s nothing I can do about it so I’m like merp. whyyyyy